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[Monday: August 10th, 2009 @ 8:19pm] |
So, hello everyone!
I have now worked out twice today. :) 33 min on the eliptical, and then later this afternoon I went with my Fiance, and did about 5 min on the treadmill going back between running and walking, and I also did 2 set of 10 on lying down leg crunch thing, and two different arm weight things on the machine. (I really should learn the name of the excercises I do!)
I'm at 229 lbs. Which, is basically where I started the summer. However, I still think my inches are smaller then where I started. Not the lowest, but still smaller. Which is good. I wanted to be in a size 18 this summer, and I'm almost completely there. I still have some 20's I wear, and some 18's are still a tad tight. But hopefully, by the time band camp starts, that will be fixed. :)
I am however wearing more size 'L' than XL and I am wearing clothes I wore in highschool. So, yay for something!
Also, I have completely now changed my outlook on pop. I only drink one pop a day. When I go out and I can fill my own cup, I mix diet with regular. I still get the taste, but half the calories! Whee!
I'm just sad that tomorrow I start being a nanny again full time, and that means if I work out, it has to be after 6pm when I get off, and I'm not ever really in the mood to go workout at night. Perhaps if I maybe do one or two reps of crunches while I nanny? I don't know. I just want to kick this into gear, and I know I crave food more when I nanny. :( I WILL CONQUER THIS!
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[Friday: August 7th, 2009 @ 7:56am] |
hi! Its me again. And I'm nannying at the moment. Wheee.
When I nanny I can't workout because I nanny all fricken day. But hey, chasing two kids is excercise enough as it is, right?
I'm so embarrased to fail. My parents are coming up next week and I dont want them to be like oh, we thought you were losing weight?
I WANT to be a size smaller, for the simple fact that I want a smaller pant in marching band. I want to be out of the 20's FOR GOOD. in weight, and in pants. I want so many things, and while I have been trying, maybe not` extremely hard all the time, I still don't see ANY results. and it's so frustrating.
I want to shock my system this week and finally drop a pound or two. I will be extremely happy then. And I can't measure myself, because I fail at it. haha. It's not consistantfor me.
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[Wednesday: July 29th, 2009 @ 11:54am] |
Food.
I ate handfuls of chocolate covered raisens
togurt burst cheerios
ramen
salad with home italian dressing.
Gah.
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[Wednesday: July 29th, 2009 @ 11:51am] |
Well, I went to az for a week for TBS. Well, I didn't do well. Eating wise or excercise wise. So I get back to home, and I dont feel like cleaning or cooking, and I'm not doing well either.
I've been home since sun. And everyday besides today I have eaten out at least once. I've been drinking alot of pop. Yesterday I worked out for 20 minutes. Today, because or chores, I haven't. I've been drinking water, and I still feel like crap. I hate this. It tastes great when you eat it, but then, it makes you feel like shit later on.
I need to buy more veggies and eatm ore veggies, but that means I need money, that I don't have.
It sucks.
I will be smaller. I will. I need to keep telling myself this. The summer is almost over, and I don't have anything to show for it. This sucks.
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[Friday: June 19th, 2009 @ 9:57am] |
So, I fail. Haha. I'm on Livejournal everyday, but I never post.
I'm busy planning my wedding... which is almost ONE YEAR AWAY! I'm also getting ready to book my honeymoon. That should be fun!
Things I have done/almost
STD's are purchased. I just need to stamp and make them.
Invitation stuff is purchased, again just need to make them
Wedding dress bought!
Bridesmaids dresses STYLE picked out. Still working on the color.
Colors picked out
Location set and reserved. (My backyard! Yeah!)
We plan on having a candy buffet as the favor.
I know it seems like I don't have much done, but I'm a laid back bride, but there are things I just really don't care about. Such as the flowers. I don't really care what they look like. I think I want pink roses, while the bms have white. I don't really care about the food. It's being catered from somewhere. haha. The actual ceremony? I want to have readings and a sand unity ceremony, Cake, I have time to figure out. Haha.
I'm worried about my dress though. Its my dream dress. But, I'm in the process of losing weight. Yay!!! I want to lose 20 lbs before december, and that can drastically change how I look in the dress. Well, this dress has a lot of beading on it, and the skirt is... different that I don't know how it will work to be taken in that much if needed?
Oh well.
228.5 lbs today, 28.5 lbs to go! Wish me luck! In planning or weight loss! Haha.
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[Thursday: January 15th, 2009 @ 1:02pm] |
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Hello all! I know it's been awhile since I;ve posted. But I needed to gripe alittle.
For my education major, I have to keep a book file of childrens/ya books. I have to read 30 books a quarter. This quarter I have to read 10 newberrys, 5 multi-cultural, and 15 books of my choice/licensure area. (History and language arts.)
Now, I forgot we had to read 10 newberrys this quarter, as last quarter it was only 5. So now that I'm counting them up, I realize, I have alot more to read by Feb. 20th. I have at LEAST the 10 newberrys. I have maybe 10 done, which means I have 20 books a day I have to read and write about.
On top of that, I have an 8 page paper due that day too. Gah. Sometimes, I hate being an education major.
At least my 'finals' seem to be easy this quarter. None for my history methods and Phonics, my chem is just a lab experiment/lesson we have to present to the class, and I believe my final for my middle childhood sequence is just a compilation of my lesson plans.
Ughghghgh. With that being said, what is your favorite newberry award winner book? Or how about childrens book?
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[Thursday: October 30th, 2008 @ 1:47pm] |
I know I have not posted recently- but things have been so hectic.
I am taking tough classes this quarter including Fundamentals of Reading and Analysis in which I have to cpmplete 30 hours of observation, teach 3 lessons, create a unit plan, and read 30 YA novels. :( Thankfully- most of that is over.... and I have an A!
I'm also busy with sorority recruitment.... whooo. I think?
Bobby is being himself- a mean little boy. I love him... but I'm so stressed out right now that I could use some nice chill time. Not keep telling him to stop.
His mother also signed us up for a pre-marital conference for thanksgiving. Wheeee.
Here shortly, I am hoping to complile a list of all the books I've read this quarter. I have an online book forumn thing, but no one has really joined. Would any of you be interested?
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[Sunday: August 3rd, 2008 @ 8:19am] |
Bobby proposed Thursday. I said yes. :)
The end.
Oh, picture of the ring will follow. It's currently getting sized.
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[Monday: July 28th, 2008 @ 6:22pm] |
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Today I saw something terribly sad.
I witnessed a death-to-be.
I arrived to work early, so I sat under this fake silo looking thing lighting up a cigarette. While I'm sitting there, I keep hearing this banging sound, so I peer up. I see that a cute bird is stuck inside the silo. It had been completely covered with chicken-wire, and the only opening was a small slit at the very bottom, in which the bird could not find.
She was flying everywhere, chirping loudly, and basically flying around in circles.
What made the whole thing worse, was that lying on the bottom chicken wire were at least four dead birds.
It was terrible.
However- when I came out of work today, there was no bird going crazy. I don't know if she got out, or I just happened to miss seeing her. I will continue to believe the first.
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[Monday: June 9th, 2008 @ 5:46pm] |
I need to work out.
I'm effing huge. I bought a lot of really cute clothes this summer, because I've been tired of wearing jeans and t-shirts.
Which, came in handy since I now need to dress somewhat nice from now on. :)
I start tomorrow at 1 in the morning, so I am going to do a quick workout from one of the excercise tv things. I was doing good before the boy showed up!
I need to start counting cals and taking my alli. The good thing is.... I have MAJORLY cut down on my regular pop consumption. I've been drinking a lot of juice, and diet coke. I need to drink more water. :(
Hopefully tonight before bed I'll do a couple of push-ups to tone up my arms a little. I've been looking a little weak lately, and I need my strength to hold up the books. :)
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[Wednesday: June 4th, 2008 @ 6:59pm] |
I got the job at borders!
The interview was amazing. At first the one store manager was like, I couldn't find her application, it wasn't with the others, so I was going to have her fill a new one out. The other manager was like "I saw it on your desk the other day. The one that said cute personality and well dressed on the top!" So then they found it, and the other manager gave me the interview.
He also stated that they had 2 great implicants for the 1 position. He asked me one offical question, and one non-official ish. (Oh, what are they?) And then, he was like "I'm done. I don't need to hear any more. I know my decision. We will decide by friday." And then today, less than 24 hours later, I get the job!!!!!!! YAY!
And.... I get to see BOBBY tomorrow! He takes the mega bus up, then I take the train down to get him. I have to get up at like 3 in the morning! Eeek. Oh well. To see him, I'll do it anyday.
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[Wednesday: May 28th, 2008 @ 9:12am] |
So, I am home for the summer. Yay! Well last year, my parents decided they needed to find a hobby. Since their only child was off to college out of state, they needed somewhere else to spend their money. Enter in the Potowotami casino. It's a nice place really close to where my parents live. Well, they love it there. And they noticed they also play bingo. Well, guess what? You only need to be 18 to play bingo! So when I came home last year for the summer we all went to play bingo.
It's addicting. They call the numbers so fast, and it's really complicated (the designs) but it's fun. It ain't your grandma's kind of bingo. Well, we went again this past sat. My dad told me upon entering that if he won anything he would give it to me. Well, none of us won during the first game of bingo. (Like, 18 rounds) There was another hour until the next round, so my dad went to the casino to play the slots, and won 250 bucks. :)
I was bored and decided to buy another set of bingo, on paper. (We buy the machines, because you get more cards, and it tells you/shows you what you need to win. Makes things ALOT easier) And on the 3rd to last game- I bingo'd! Because I hadn't bought the special expensive package I won 400 instead of 1199! Then, one game later, the BIG final game, I bingo'd again! For $2,000 I started jumping up and down and freaking out, but someone else bingo'd as well so we had to share the pot. I didn't care, I still won 1,000!!!! So I walked out of the casino that day with over $1,500 cash in my pocket.
This was this past sat. It is now wednesday..... And I want to go back now. :)
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[Wednesday: May 14th, 2008 @ 8:45am] |
Finals...... Not feeling so hot right now.
Inventing the American Woman, I was really hoping for an A. Instead, I got a B.
Spanish... I deserve a B. I'm hoping for an A.
Astron: I have a 76% in the class. Hopefully the final will give me a B.
Interpersonal comm: I have a c in the class. I need a 91 or higher on the final to get a B. I don't believe it's going to happen. EDIT: I got a C. :(
Looks like I'm getting a 2.5 gpa this quarter. :(
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[Thursday: April 17th, 2008 @ 10:20am] |
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Things are finally not as busy. I have an auction im partly incharge of tonight, two exams tomorrow that I have yet to study for, formals on sat. and I believe I am ushering on sunday.
I also recieved great news dealing with TBS- I am the new membership chair. I'm really excieted. This will give me a great boost next year in which I plan to run for vp of membership. Woot!
Last night I had a funny convo with my boy, and his roomate. (Who happens to be dating my good friend) We talked about bras, how they work and how you measure them, and I gave his roomate homework to look up victoria secret online so I could show them what I meant.
Oh god, I need to stop hanging with them. I will die of laughter one day.
I'm also now addicted to the Robin Hood show that aired on BBC. I started to watch it last year, but then stopped, and now I'm dying to see the rest of the series. For those of you who have not seen it yet, I will upload the first couple of episodes so if you wish too, you can. And I highly encourage it.
Anywho, thats it in my life. Yay.
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[Saturday: March 22nd, 2008 @ 3:37pm] |
So. Yhea. My 20th birthday is comming up, and I don't feel 20. It's weird. Shouldn't I be having some sort of awakening, or sight of feeling? Nope. It's just comming, I'll still be in school, still arguing with the parents.
For those of you that didn't know, I was in a very bad accident over spring break. My car is totaled. Some 71 year old women t-boned me and sent me straight through a guard rail head first. Everyone is ok though. We were all sent to the hospital, and puppy (btw, is a kitten) was taken with the sherriff to his office, because he wasnt allowed to ride with us in the ambulence.
Spring quarter is well underway. Almost to our 4th week, which I find absolutley crazy. I'm almost done with my soph year of college. It's almost mine and bobby's one year anniversary. Speaking of which, he has great taste in jewelry. He bought me a beautiful pair of earings for my birthday. :) So thats about it. Thats the update of my life.
When my internet starts working again, ill be able to update a bit more often. Oh well.
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[Tuesday: January 22nd, 2008 @ 5:14pm] |
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RIP Heath Ledger.
I am so upset. :(
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Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!
Mine is basically now over, and I'm bored. Being a pirate mostly. Trying to ignore the football game going on. :) It's not working so well.
Did I tell you guys I bought tickets to the spice girls concert? Yhea, I'm a dork. I'm even more of a drk because I am extremely excieted for it. :)
Well, I hope everyone's break is going well!
Adios!
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[Monday: October 22nd, 2007 @ 3:07pm] |
I have no money, no time, and no relief.
I should be getting a refund check sometime soon, for DRA. I had to spend $50 bucks to make 13 shirts. of course, me and Alexis made all of them but 4. ARG!
I got my first 10/10 on my math quizes, and then I forgot to grab my lab to turn in. fuck. Got a 75 on my socio exam. Fuck. I thought I did loads better than the last one. Well, I guess only 2 pts more. wth? Honestly. Whatever. Forgot about my spanish quiz today, I guessed a whole lot... and it's all written, so at least I have an A in the class to cushion it.
At the moment, I have an A in Band, B in Psychology, B in math, C in socio and an A in spannish. So, I have a little higher than a 3.0 this quarter, which I am ok with. It is still my best quarter of college so far for me, so I am hoping that none of these grades drop in the next 3 weeks. If they do, I'm screwed. Shit.
Oh well. Life's life. If it does, I can bring it back up. I really want an A in my math class. I'm hoping I can, because if I do, It's worth more.
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[Friday: October 12th, 2007 @ 10:18am] |
OMG! Seriously, will the roomie ever stop? If I want to get rid of her, I have to leave, but I'm living on the AXD floor! I should not have to be the one to move!
This morning, I realize my halloween jelly windor/mirror clings are gone. My roomie took them and of her own free will put them in the bathroom! Well, first of all, those were mine. I had already put flower window clings in the bathroom, and I expected those to stay there. I dont even know when she she with the flower ones. They are fucking re-usable!
UGH!
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[Thursday: October 11th, 2007 @ 10:04am] |
I am so angry. I have YET to hear back from the head of res. life about getting rid of my roomate from hell. It's been two weeks since my situation has been brought to their attention, and even now, it has been another week since I have e-mailed them directly.
I need to get rid of my roomate!!!!!!!
Here is the e-mail I sent, which proves just how fucking dirty and disrespectful she is.
----By now, you have more than likely already heard my case, of the extreme
roomate from hell.
The facts are simple. I was offered a room on the floor by the axd's.
They know that I have an extreme interest in joining their sor. but
because of other issues, I will not be able to until spring.
My current roomate was assigned to me, and was not given approval by
the axd's.
My roomate, as I said, is not someone I can live with. She has allowed
people I do not know to stay in our rooms whenever they feel like it,
even on weekends that she is not here. I have found people sleeping in
my bed, and using my stuff, for example my hair dryer, my clothes and
printer without permission.
She is also unsanitary. She has been using my washcloths, my bathroom
personals, and refuses to buy toilet paper or hand soap, and has made
it very clear that it is my responsability, as well as to take out the
trash. Her hair (Hers is dark red, and mine is blond, so it is very
clear to tell distinctly whos is whos.) is always clogging our shower
and sink drains. She leaves her dirty make-up caked cotton balls on the
counter of the sink, and most of the time, I find that the toilet has
not even been flushed after she uses it.
Today (this is the norm of any day.) When I woke, at 10, there was
someone sleeping in our common room. There was also an open trashbag
with underwear in it, right in front of our bathroom door, which I
would have to literally jump over. I went to classes and lunch,
returned at 12:30, and my roomie was blaring music from her room, where
even from my room, with both doors shut I could still hear every word
distintly. I left for class, and returned at 7. To find the same person
from earlier had thrown her stuff about the room, and had admitted to
using our shower stuff, was trying to sleep in my roomates room.
On other days, if I have someone in our room at 6, I get yelled at
because she was studying, yet she can bring friends over, intoxicated
at 3 am. I have talked to her about this, and her response was that at
6, she studies, but if I bring up her having her friends over whenever,
she told me I should not give a care, because she invited them to use
our room, and does not need to ask my permission.
She has gone through my room and used things, without my permission,
for example my printer. I never once expressed permission for her to
even go in my room, let alone use my printer.
Although there are many more examples and issues, I belive that you at
least a decent picture of what my rommate is like.
I can not live with her. The issue at the moment is who should leave
the room? The AXD's on the floor know that I will be goring through
spring recruitment for them, and that my roomate is not. There are
axd's on the floor who also wish my roomate to be off the floor, that I
know for a fact, because of things that she has done that has made them
(in association of living on axd floor) look bad. For instance the
times where she has come back intoxicated, and when she had been caught
letting Patty {a girl not allowed on campus} crash in our rooms. (Actually, MY room, to be
exact.)
I have been waiting for awhile now for an answer, and I hate to keep
asking the RA's if they have any answers yet for me. Please let me know
ASAP, as I can not live with her for much longer.----
Oh, and top of that... It's is now thursday. She has yet to go to a single class all week.
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